Giving up and just living by myself under the radar or actually trying to better myself and truly not care when I feel like everyone is against me. This is a tough choice. I want to be happy. The former means I get to stay away from drama. The latter potentially has the ability to find me eternal happiness and satisfaction that I did something in my life or it could ruin me to where my life is shortened. I don’t know the right answer. I want to play it safe, but I’m worried.